sabar

yaayya sabar ya grace sabar.
ga dipercaya sama 'sahabat' sendiri mah musti sabar hahahahaha ehtapi memang namanya 'sahabat' kalo ga percaya gituya? muahhahaahha
kalo udah ga emosi mending pergi aja gini mah.
udah ga keitung lagi loh gue ngomong engga tuh ya ENGGA
capek gue mah diginiin. bodo.
sana deh lu sana dengan pikiran2 lo tentang gue, gue ga ngurus.
bye

......

Engga gue ga galau. gue sama sekali ga galau.

gue cuma dengerin lagu 'officially missing you' dan gue rasa lagu itu memang buat gue.

kenapa harus ada kata2 '2 years full of tears' kenapa? KENAPAAA?!!????!!!!!!

TAMIA jahat! kenapa eldest harus ngirim lagu itu ke hp gue dan kenapa gue harus usaha untuk cari liriknya di google? kenapa google tau lirik lagu itu?! Ah, gue frustasi.

Tapi sekali lagi gue ingetin, gue sedang tidak dalam kondisi GALAU.

nih ya gue kutip lirik2 yang menurut gue Tamia itu sengaja buat untuk gue.

http://lirik.kapanlagi.com/artis/tamia/officially_missing_you

a wrong little feeling

I didn't know what I felt exactly.

when I saw 'A' worked hard for the olympiad, I felt like a stupid lazy and bad girl and I envy her.

I have no force to reached it. No, I was have.

But now, my force has gone.

At the time, I felt like I can't reached my dream, I thought that I was not smart to reached that.

Optimistic became pesimistic. yah it is true.

I was gave up and it brought me a regret now

Why I was so fool in the past? Why I was too afraid to try that chance?

Poor me

HBD16RENDY

23.03.2012
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Rendy!!!!
selamat ulang tahun k16....
I hope you'll be a good man everytimeoneday and all your goals come true

too heavy

I hate this situation!! It comes 2 times for me :-(
God where r u? why you do it for me? I'm not a strong girl as You think before
sebenernya kenapa jadi ginisih? gue salah banget? iya, gue salah.
gue cuma pengen berada di tengah2 kalian, bisa jadi A dan jadi B, apa itu salah?
gue cuma pengen nyeimbangin kalian.
tetapi kenapa kalian selalu mempersalahkan itu sih?
sebenernya kenapa gue gaboleh berdiri di antara kalian? I love you both.
hey! why you mad to me? bukannnya lo dulu selalu ada di pihak gue? katanya sahabat gue? hah
gue males
satu persatu pun bakal pergi dari gue, semua yg sayang sama gue pergi gitu aja
memang semuanya ga ada yang abadi
tapi kenapasih di saat lagi bahagia22nya malah ada aja masalah yang ngerenggangin kita
last night. I know what you felt at all, but you? did you know? did you want to know?
even, did you ask it for me? maybe 'how are you?' or 'are you okay?' ? did you do it?
oke cukup, ini mungkin agak berlebihan. gue ga pantes minta itu semua.

"do not be someone who always want to be understood, but you have to understand the other at first"

"stop judging anyone, just seeing at yourself first"

"friends are people who will come to you whenever you tell them that you need them, 

but a bestfriend is someone who will come to you when s/he look at your face and know that there is something wrong before you tell him/her"

"don't ever hurt your besfriend before he/she go away from you"

Happy Valentine day!

hello 14th February!
why you come to me so fast? I'm not ready -_-
and after 'galau' since yesterday, finally this day come to me
as I said first, I'M NOT READY
Long time ago, I wish I can celebrate this day with you with too much love
but it was
I want you here, it means I never be with you anymore
and for the day that I've waiting for too long time, I just can say this in this blog that....... gajadi deh -_-
And suprisely my valentine day was so beautiful!

from him muehee :3