wajar?

ini wajar ga sih? wajar ga?
gue kangen itu wajar ga?
gue salah kalo kangen?
gue cuma kangen kok, ga nangis
gue cuma kangen kok, ga ada rasa apa22
gue cuma pengen tanya beberapa hal ke lo dan itu ga kesampean
segitu sibuknya kah..........
sampai akhirnya pertanyaan gue udah kejawab di mimpi
makasih udah mau datang ke mimpi gue malem ini
rasanya udah lama gue ga mimpiin lo
gue udah tau kok. I really really go
I won't enter to your life anymore
mimpi gue semalem cukup bikin gue ngerti kalo ngobrol pun kita gabisa
kalo sharing pun kita gabisa
ini udah cukup buat gue.
my heart has hurted with the same boy since 3 years ago, and now I will go from him now

flashback

Really miss my jhs, really wanna back to my jhs with my bestfriends
really want!!!!
are you remember?
the way we laugh together
the way we cry together
the way we talked bout some people
when the tears fall without reason
when we look each other and found something wrong there
when we had a break fasting together
when we cycling and feel like butterfly
when they knew what I want to say before I tell their first
when we run when the rain fall
when we watched 'endless  love' and our tears fall like waterfall
when we ate 2 plates of lenggang for 3 people
when we searching at warnet in one computer for 4 people
when we laughed so loudly
when we talked about something, it was so critics
when we loved each other, it's the most important....and really touched me...

my lovely acetos

break fasting with acetos in vini's house 2010

BAB ;)

jesseld

ivdgrc '17-8-2011'

you hug me tightly

here it is!! bighug ({}) :*

feel better

hello my daily note, my diary, nice to see you in my good condition
I feel better now, cause I have a way
mau tau mau tau?
I WILL GO NOW

no matter it will hurt me, this is my way, I'll go
once again,  I will go and Move on

I know this is the best way for me, this is my choose
Now, single is better for me

I can fly, free.........
I can being myself and no one can change this
I can do what I want to do
Truly, now, I will being my self. Gracia.
No one can change myself
everyone has their own style, and we must understand what they want to
you......you must being mature
you can't being like this to every girl
you can't change every girl to be your princess
don't think that you're the best boy in this world that can make everyone happy
look at yourself boy!!! you like a baby

now, move on is my way
my mom told me that I have to move on
I wish I could mom
I will do it
dear ex, dont close your heart for meeh yaaa wkk

this is my real feeling. free.

14.11,2011

everything will change from today
you're not mine anymore
thanks for everything
my first love has gone
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(:'(

13.11.2011

hari ini gue jalan sama nisaaaaaaaa
rencana sih ya mau beli-beli kado gitu deh
hm tapi gue lagi ga mood cerita loh, tp terlanjur-___-
kalo gitu fotonya ajadeh ya

nisa lagi bungkus kado ayuuu

gueee ;;)

kotak pensil couple aku sama nisa hihi

wish you like this ayu!

little story about me now

all things have changed in shs. I dont know how, it suddenly come to me.
my friend mmm like dont need me
they have their own business and I'm too
tapi gue selalu mengutamakan mereka *maaf yang kesindir
I just wanna tell it to you
dont you remember what we've done in jhs? semudah itu lupa sama kenangan kita?
okay it's up to you
but in the deepest in my heart, I REALLY MISS HOW CLOSE WE WERE


mama......
kenapa ya mama tbtb jadi wanita super sibuk sedunia? aku ga suka
ga ada lagi mama yg nemenin aku wktu sakit kaya kemaren
hmmm sabar cuma setahun ko o:)
just enjoy my life, just give a smile to the world! all is well :)

I don't know what I feel, maybe my heart is empty now. no one can fill this, even ipan.
I've bored.
I'm too lazy to hear this comment everyday about me. Don't you think that it's hurt me slowly?
Damn!
honestly, I'm soooo tired now. you say that I didn't show my love for you?
what do you want hah?! you want a relationship like you do w/ your ex? I don't like you style in past
please boy be mature! I've done all the best for me just for you, but you? even you can't gimme a nice response

I'm so tireeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddd
Only my friend that can gimme some happiness now

my blog is back!!!

yuhuuu blog gue kembali wkwkwk -_-
duh maaf ya nisa gue heboh banget grgr blog gue yg ini agak gimanah gitcuuuu
maaf ya