Minggu, 11 Desember 2011

Alasan-zahra damariva

Terkenang masa kecilku, ku dicintai, ku dimanja
Kau ada di setiap hariku, temaniku, sayangiku
Kini ku beranjak dewasa, ku rindu kau slalu ada
Bersama akan kulantunkan lagu cinta dan berkata…

Kau alasanku bernyanyi, alasanku nikmati indahnya hari yang hadir dalam hidupku
Kau alasanku berharap, alasanku percaya, engkaulah alasan yang terbaik bagiku…

Saat semua air mata jatuh temani hariku
Saat semua tawa hilang hadirmu memberi cinta dan hanya…

Kau alasanku bahagia, alasanku meraih semua mimpi, cita dan keajaiban
Kau alasanku berharap, alasanku percaya, engkaulah alasan yang terbaik bagiku
Kau alasanku bernyanyi, alasanku nikmati indahnya hari yang hadir dalam hidupku
Kau alasanku berharap, alasanku percaya, engkaulah alasan yang terbaik bagiku…
Engkaulah alasan yang terbaik ….yang terbaik…yang terbaik…yang terbaik bagiku…


Iloveyou mom
thanks for all that you've done give for me
you're the reason I stay here
your love gimme a strength
thanks....

IknwitsoImstgo

hm dari judul udah ngerti kan?
biar gue perjelas dehya IKNWITSOIMSTGO
udah kebaca kan?
it is not about my first love, it's about the other boy
gue gatau deh apa maksud dia ngomong gitu ke gue (bukan yg di atas itu)
dia fikir gue sampah?
kali ini bener22 kesel, gue ngerasa dimainin
semuanya jahat ya ke gue
semua, kecuali mama papa abang katrin nisa ayu eldest.
mungkin secara garis besar cuma itu, tp gue tauko pasti diluar sana banyak orang yang sayang sama gue
oke gue labil. bodoamatdeh
gue bisa berdiri sendiri ko
gue bukan cewe manja yang lemah letih lesu dan berbeban berat
I have a big dream, so I must make it real. Just waiting for that, mom dad :)
"boyfriend comes and go but bestfriend stay forever"-nisa

Sabtu, 26 November 2011

wajar?

ini wajar ga sih? wajar ga?
gue kangen itu wajar ga?
gue salah kalo kangen?
gue cuma kangen kok, ga nangis
gue cuma kangen kok, ga ada rasa apa22
gue cuma pengen tanya beberapa hal ke lo dan itu ga kesampean
segitu sibuknya kah..........
sampai akhirnya pertanyaan gue udah kejawab di mimpi
makasih udah mau datang ke mimpi gue malem ini
rasanya udah lama gue ga mimpiin lo
gue udah tau kok. I really really go
I won't enter to your life anymore
mimpi gue semalem cukup bikin gue ngerti kalo ngobrol pun kita gabisa
kalo sharing pun kita gabisa
ini udah cukup buat gue.
my heart has hurted with the same boy since 3 years ago, and now I will go from him now

Jumat, 18 November 2011

flashback

Really miss my jhs, really wanna back to my jhs with my bestfriends
really want!!!!
are you remember?
the way we laugh together
the way we cry together
the way we talked bout some people
when the tears fall without reason
when we look each other and found something wrong there
when we had a break fasting together
when we cycling and feel like butterfly
when they knew what I want to say before I tell their first
when we run when the rain fall
when we watched 'endless  love' and our tears fall like waterfall
when we ate 2 plates of lenggang for 3 people
when we searching at warnet in one computer for 4 people
when we laughed so loudly
when we talked about something, it was so critics
when we loved each other, it's the most important....and really touched me...

my lovely acetos

break fasting with acetos in vini's house 2010

BAB ;)

jesseld

ivdgrc '17-8-2011'

you hug me tightly

here it is!! bighug ({}) :*

Rabu, 16 November 2011

feel better

hello my daily note, my diary, nice to see you in my good condition
I feel better now, cause I have a way
mau tau mau tau?
I WILL GO NOW

no matter it will hurt me, this is my way, I'll go
once again,  I will go and Move on

I know this is the best way for me, this is my choose
Now, single is better for me

I can fly, free.........
I can being myself and no one can change this
I can do what I want to do
Truly, now, I will being my self. Gracia.
No one can change myself
everyone has their own style, and we must understand what they want to
you......you must being mature
you can't being like this to every girl
you can't change every girl to be your princess
don't think that you're the best boy in this world that can make everyone happy
look at yourself boy!!! you like a baby

now, move on is my way
my mom told me that I have to move on
I wish I could mom
I will do it
dear ex, dont close your heart for meeh yaaa wkk


this is my real feeling. free.


Senin, 14 November 2011

14.11,2011

everything will change from today
you're not mine anymore
thanks for everything
my first love has gone
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'(:'(

Minggu, 13 November 2011

13.11.2011

hari ini gue jalan sama nisaaaaaaaa
rencana sih ya mau beli-beli kado gitu deh
hm tapi gue lagi ga mood cerita loh, tp terlanjur-___-
kalo gitu fotonya ajadeh ya
nisa lagi bungkus kado ayuuu







gueee ;;)

kotak pensil couple aku sama nisa hihi

wish you like this ayu!

Kamis, 10 November 2011

little story about me now

all things have changed in shs. I dont know how, it suddenly come to me.
my friend mmm like dont need me
they have their own business and I'm too
tapi gue selalu mengutamakan mereka *maaf yang kesindir
I just wanna tell it to you
dont you remember what we've done in jhs? semudah itu lupa sama kenangan kita?
okay it's up to you
but in the deepest in my heart, I REALLY MISS HOW CLOSE WE WERE


mama......
kenapa ya mama tbtb jadi wanita super sibuk sedunia? aku ga suka
ga ada lagi mama yg nemenin aku wktu sakit kaya kemaren
hmmm sabar cuma setahun ko o:)
just enjoy my life, just give a smile to the world! all is well :)
I don't know what I feel, maybe my heart is empty now. no one can fill this, even ipan.
I've bored.
I'm too lazy to hear this comment everyday about me. Don't you think that it's hurt me slowly?
Damn!
honestly, I'm soooo tired now. you say that I didn't show my love for you?
what do you want hah?! you want a relationship like you do w/ your ex? I don't like you style in past
please boy be mature! I've done all the best for me just for you, but you? even you can't gimme a nice response

I'm so tireeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddd
Only my friend that can gimme some happiness now

Sabtu, 05 November 2011

my blog is back!!!

yuhuuu blog gue kembali wkwkwk -_-
duh maaf ya nisa gue heboh banget grgr blog gue yg ini agak gimanah gitcuuuu
maaf ya

Sabtu, 10 September 2011

kampanye osis

wish me luck yah hari rabu, wish me luck!!
hari rabu itu bakal berarti banget buat gue, doain ya semuaaa

Kamis, 08 September 2011

-_-

gw bingung, ea gua galau. gua ga ngerti gimana sih perasaan ipan dalemnya. dan perasaan nabila dalemnya.
-sekian-

Selasa, 30 Agustus 2011

OMK

hai hai gue baru pulang ikut acara OMK dari 27-29 di smp xaverius niiih
sumpaaaa gue pikir acaranya garing abis, eeee gataunya seru abissss
gue banyak ketemu pengalaman baru looh
dari mandi di kali, naik truk bareng2 sampe jerit malam. yang terakhir itutuh yg berkesaaaan bgt -___-
pokonya gue ga nyesel sama sekali ikut acara ituuu


Kamis, 25 Agustus 2011

amazing!

baru gue galauin, tuh anak udah sms aja
sekian

galau galau eaeaea

duh duh gue galau ditinggal nissa niii. abisnya tu anak cepet banget sih mudiknya......
mana ipan juga pergi di hari yang sama lagi -_____- oh God I feel to bored
pasti kalo udah disana pada sibuk sendiri nih, pada sombong sm gue nih :/
ternyata baru berapa jam aja udah ga sms gue, apalagi  12 hari? oh God please.........
gue gakan ganggu lo kok, gue nunggu aja lo sms gw
bye

Rabu, 24 Agustus 2011

basket..........

hari ini tanggal berapa sih? 24? agustus? iiiiiiii sebel banget lah ga pake boong -______-
udah 3 mingguan gue ga basket dan hari ini gue diajak basket sm kaka gue tercintahh, katanya sih mau ngomongin kostum yaudadeh gue dateng aja
gataunya disana cuma ada kelas 11 dan sampai pulang pun gue kelas 10 sendiri yang cewe. GREAT!
dan tbtb ipan dateng yang sebelumnya udah gue sangka :s oh God gue bisa apa di depan dia -________-
oke tenang tenang
tpi Tuhan berkata lain, gue dikasih cobaan.......
waktu lay up kaki gue kebanyakan dan hue dikatawain sama tuh anak arif, ohmygue coba cuek2 aja lah pura2 gatau, tp dalam hati mah udah pengen gue jadiin bola dah tu anak
dari sinilah penderitaan gue bertambah sepanjang latihan itu, gue salah tingkah dan yagitudeh
bodo ah, besok22 gue mau cuek bebek aja sama tu bocah
oke cukup ya cukup
bye

Senin, 22 Agustus 2011

SMA N 1 METRO

hai hai sekarang gue udah sma loh ;) di smansa metro
ya walaupun gue pengennya di TN, tp Tuhan ga mengizinkan gue disitu tuh yaudahdeh terima aja O:)
udah deh yg bau-bau TN di skip ajaya, nanti gue tbtb galau sendiri nih -____-
di smansa gue pingin serius, gue pingin masuk kedokteran UI bagaimanapun caranya asal jujur.
impian itu yg memotifasi gue untuk tetap semangat belajar di smansa, apalagi gue sekelas sm nisa ayu,yah paling ga ada temen gue yg sekelas lah
gue cuma pengen bikin bangga mama ko, ga bikin susah dengan gue sekolah disana huheuehuehueh
btw now I've been taken looh by my first love. itutuh sih ituloooh ;)
udaduluya, ini nih opening masa-masa sma gue di smansa aja,nanti bakal lanjutko
byeeee~